Another evening of pain. Asked him if he would be my Valentine...guess not. We ended up in yet another conversation about what I want and need from a relationship. I asked him what he wants and he can not tell me...all he says is that he doesn't want to go on like this anylonger...no suggestions on how to improve the situation. He really doesn't want me to leave but doesn't want me to stay. There is no other move for me...I had to leave. I sobbed, hugged him , kissed him and told him I loved him and this is not what I want. I think he watched me drive away.
My heart is used to this emotion of pain now. I live in my broken heart. My head knows everything that is going on...my heart can't catch up and overrules!
I sent one last email this morning...overcome with emotion and, love and yes, desparation. I must turn this over to God now....
About Me
- Suzanne
- I am a multi-faceted woman who is on a journey of self-exploration. I work to find the truth about life each day. I want to live life, be a part of, laugh, be with people I love and be loved. I love my family, my three children and look forward to spending these next chapters of my life with wonderfully interesting people and the love of my life. I look to attract the positive from the Universe and know that there is abundance for all.
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